i have this problem with insomnia on sunday nights.

see, i have to go out on friday and saturday nights to let loose and blow off steam. we are in intensive which means 12 hour days from about 9-9. even though i get a 2 hour break from 12:30-2:30, it's not really a break and i end up at 9pm feeling like i'm aging from a bad crank habit.

so the weekend we party a bit, not too much since my free time is fucking SACRED right now i try to not get too bent, as a hangover tends to steal spare time that could be spent in deep relaxation. much to the occasional disappointment of my comrades. many of my friends have much higher stamina levels than i.

but inevitably, i stay up fairly late. i go home and watch dvd's. in bed by 2 at the latest if i can help it.

last night i was awake until 5. i was supposed to get up at 6 and go to the gym; instead i was up at 8 for work at 9. what sucked is that i was falling asleep the whole night, but i'd catch myself snoring as i dozed off and wake up with a start, thinking "shit, i'm sleeping alone... and someone's snoring? SHIT! I DO SNORE! GOD DAMN IT!!!" who in the hell has ever caught themselves snoring? i am under the impression that i am the first to do it and have the cojones to talk about it.

the only person who is as humble as i was in that line is a woman who admits she's PMSing during the PMS episode, not a week later when she's all "heh heh... uh... i guess i was a bit of a bitch, heh heh". I SNORE. nasality happens.

anyways... the purpose of this entry was to illustrated that, while under the influence of massive sleep deprivation, 2 (lite) beer and a small pizza, i can still write.